A tale of abhorrent truth and self deception

Ah so commonplace was the day in which the conventional caprice of growing out my facial hair became apparent to my conscious. So mundane a task it seemed, never had I considered the effort and debt to my soul that it would take as it grew to recognizable lengths. I became attached and forlorn to the inevitability of my shaving. Never again would I have to undertake a task of such newly realized atrocious malice.
But alas as it grew, it took with it a growing place in the heart of my mind. It had become a beloved benign tumor I dare not remove from my fragile brain. Oh what calamitous intent may lead me to shave I daren’t think of. Irreligious be the day the very notion of such a blasphemy portray its self in my mind. I became enveloped in the beauty I found in it, though it was scraggly and badly cut I found an attachment I dare not sever as to do that would sever a very part of my soul.
It is with great regret that I sit here now with a face bare of all hair and write to you.
The notion beseeched me in what cannot be described as more than an impulse. It was only after the perpetration of the act did I realize how atrocious it was, for I had severed the bond I had created, the very attachment I had sworn to uphold!
Oh wrenched fate why dost thou thus! Why play with an object of my heart and subject to the incompetence of my compulsion!
Cursed though this may be I dare not doubt the logic, however forlorn it may be, that caused me to commit such heresy against myself.

May the lord Have mercy on our wrenched souls

Well why not?

Its the queen

I made a List

You don't realize how much code this took
I'm not using any relevant infer to fill up the tabs I just want to have this table style somewhere
sorry to dumb this idiocy on this venue for you eyes to have to bear

Juice	kittens	elswise	oblong
1	500	an a half	sprightly Chickens
2	LOL	why	too lazy to put relevent info
jucy	thats	not	how you spell it
mispell more	more	quite	indubdialy
number-->	310	greenish hue	Brownish
6	chemistry	yes	Pride and predjuice

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Motivation

Motivation is defined as the act or instance of causing with a reason to act a certain way. Inspiration is can be described as the object that motivates or inspires, or the state of mind achieved wherein one is inspired. Some claim that they are inspired spontaneously as if being enlightened in a single step.

I have to admit inspiring occurrences and motivational events can seem to enlighten the mind and body in a time frame that seems spontaneous. The truth however is that enlightenment and inspiration is not as simple as an act or object that motivates spontaneously. No inspiration is not a simple realization achieved in circumstance nor is motivation something that can be offered in a speech. 

The principles of inspiration, enlightenment, and even motivation are achieved not by an action, these ideals are grown to fruition in the subtleties of the subconscious and the almost unrecognizable inherent set of logic we follow. Inspiration and enlightenment can only truly be achieved when the fruit of the mind is ripened and fed to our conscious in an act similar to the primal sin. This realization or inspiration that are mind is able to express in emotion and even speech is not a product of a simple act, but a manifestation of our subconscious's efforts to best apply logic and to work in a manner you deem efficient. You can say that you suddenly realized a greater truth, as Adam and Eve did when committing the primal sin, by simply eating the fruit of knowledge. But this is impossible because without the subconscious working arduously and applying the logic you use unknowingly use to the logic you are presented with you cannot change your understanding or realize a reason to do something.

I believe that inspiration and enlightenment can only truly be achieved when you are able to seamlessly understand your subconscious and its logic, the logic you do not inherently realize that you follow. Once you can understand what you are really thinking and the complex electrical impulses that run through your brain you can change you logic quickly on both a conscious and subconscious level and realize all the inspirational forces that you encounter, in a true act of enlightenment.

            You can make claims that you where suddenly presented with inspirational or enlightening occurrences that suddenly caused you to see differently. But the truth remains that, that conscious realization is a manifestation of subconscious realizations so primal that you where not able to notice them in till your subconscious was able to ripen the fruit that was its presentation to your conscious. Without these subconscious workings you would simply dismiss the inspirational or enlightening occurrences that where presented to you as false or strange.